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The temperature is rising and the spring is coming soon
I spent all the cold reflecting all the things that make me blue
Like how I’ve got a habit of wishing I was someone else
Well sometimes it’s just easier than trying to be yourself
Will they find me out? Will they find me out?
They’ll see it in my eyes
The fear and self doubt
And they’ll cry fake and they’ll call me out on
Being no one but myself
Someone who doesn’t think that they deserve
Anything they’ve ever earned
Maintain the cool exterior
Don’t let them see you break
And I am making it by faking it
Seeing how much I can take
Though I might feel like a fraud
It’s this challenge that I crave
Pushing my own limits to see what I can create
Please twist my arm
I want the fucking stars
Go on and spread me thin
Cos I am here for it
And they’ll cry fake and they’ll call me out on
Being no one but myself
Someone who doesn’t think that they deserve
Anything they’ve ever earned
Who do you, who you, who do you think you are to me?
Who do you, who you, who do you think you are to me?
Who do you, who you, who do you think you are to me?
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Empty Sheets
02:18
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If I could find a way
a way to make you stay
I'd be in your arms today
but there's no magic words
only more ways to hurt
and I'm tired of being strong
for so long
Tangled up in my sheets
oh man of my dreams
I'd hate to see you leave
But you've got wandering
You've got things to be
That don't include me
Still I dream
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Wearing Me Out
03:45
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Wearing me, you're wearing me out
Tearing me, you're tearing me down
No sound, just fire in my mouth
as I try to wash this taste out
I will not, no more will I beg for you
I've got, I've got better things to do
than waste time, I could be using to
to be the baddest bitch in the room
Wearing me, you're wearing me out
Tearing me, you're tearing me down
No sound, just fire in my mouth
as I try to wash this taste out
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4. |
fastpunksong
01:45
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You think you've got me!
You think you've got me!
Under your thumb
I know you want me!
I know you want me!
I know you want me!
So Quit playing dumb
You think you've got me!
You think you've got me!
You think you've got me!
Under your thumb
I know you want me!
I know you want me!
I know you want me!
So Quit playing dumb
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5. |
11/11
03:01
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Don't you, don't you remember
all those times back in November
when we thought we were where we belonged
Oh I, Oh I remember
we thought this would last forever
but I guess we were so wrong
Oh I, Oh how I cried
over you back in July
when you said you just didn't feel a thing
Oh I, Oh how I died
every time I opened my eyes
and I remembered why they sting
And I try
to get on by
open the blinds
let in a little bit of light
And I'll find
my shine
when I've cleaned out all your lies
And I don't, don't actually remember
all those times back in November
cos we were always so fucking drunk
what I do, what I do remember
come around to next September
you were asking me where we went wrong
Don't you, Don't you remember
All those times back in November
You were making a fool out of me
Oh I, Oh I remember
We thought this would last forever
but I don't think you ever planned on trying
Oh we were fighting
that's why I was crying on
Saturday night
Oh we were fighting
No more crying
on Saturday night
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6. |
Don't Look At Me
02:56
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What you see is what you get
that's what I thought when we first met
now your colors are running true
I've never seen this side of you
Don't even look at me
Don't even look at me
It's getting hard to breathe
Don't even look at me
And now love it turns to hate
And back to love, oh constant change
Now these streets don't feel the same
But my hearts still filled with rage
Don't even look at me
Don't even look at me
It's getting hard to breathe
Don't even look at me
Want to forgive but can't forget
All the hurtful things that you said
Want to forgive but can't forget
All the hurtful things that you said
All the things that you said
and Don't look at me
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Spare Keys
02:59
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No one ever said that things would be easy
I thought that I could catch a break
from sorting through all my feelings
they all say it happens for a reason
but I'm impatient
I don't wanna wait on time to heal
just give me something better to feel
Killin' the days and fillin' time
runnin' outta ways to distract my mind
I've got fears of abandonment
they're in my ears about why you left
but I'm trying my best
I just can't seem to let you go
I can't see the end of the road
and truth be told
I know how the old saying goes
if you love something let it go
and I hate that
it is not my strong suit
but I'll do it, I'll do it for you
but if you must know
I'll be fine on my own
I can walk this fine ass out the door
I still got tv shows
got friends with hearts of gold
I've got a killer band
hell I've got contraband
I've got so many things but
you are always welcome home
but you are fine on your own
and I am find on my own
I will keep trying till I know I am fine on my own
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8. |
Growing Pains
02:51
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When I was 15 I never thought things through
I picked up a bottle and I didn’t have a clue
How fast my innocence would run me blue
Or just how many miles I would walk in these shoes
I had teenage beliefs of which I was so proud
I’d sing them in the streets and I’d sing them loud
But I never thought I’d feel alone in the crowd
Present self-reflection has got me down
Can someone tell me is this growing up?
All these knots in my chest, are they making me tough?
Cos I already feel like I’ve had it pretty rough
I’ve been choking on this pain and I wanna cough it up
We both started drinking, it was whirlwind and flash
I recall you saying, you’re living in the past
Pulled the thorn from my pride and we started to crash
When you lose yourself how do you ever come back
Then the ink from my pen it started to pour out
Regardless of insecurity and self-doubt
Cos there’s only one thing to save a wretch like me
It’s the music in my heart, so I listened for the best
I’m pretty sure that this is growing up
All these painful memories, they made me pretty tough
And I already feel like I am more than enough
Better watch out now cos I am coming up
Better watch out now cos I am coming up
Better watch out now cos I am coming up
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Old Letters
02:12
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Hey lover you should come over
think there's something
something I should of told ya
Hey, wait
Hey lover, don't give me the cold shoulder
do you think you could love me when you're older?
Hey, wait!
and I should of called, should of called
oh its all my fault
and now I know, now I know
the fault was my own
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Resilience
04:52
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Did you think the grass would be greener
that the white noise would clear
did you think it'd be easier
what'd she whisper in your ear?
did she tell you that'd she'd do
all the things I couldn't do?
Well I know that I can do them better
Said I wanted inspiration
but I didn't mean like this
I've already got too many traumas I need to process
and resilience my god
its such an awful word
its just a pretty way of sayin that I've been burned
Was it worth it?
when her claws were under your skin
oh and lover could you hear it?
my breaking heart off in the distance
oh, cos it was coming
the time to face up to your sins
oh and lover was it worth it?
to watch the light leaves my eyes
yeah sure, I'll be alright
Do you think about me still?
as the hours go around
cos I think about you still
you've got me crying all over town
I wish that I could shake this
say good riddance and move on
but you're still stuck in my head
like an old familiar song
and resilience my god its such an awful word
its just a pretty way of saying that I've been burned
Was it worth it?
when her claws were under your skin
oh and lover could you hear it?
my breaking heart off in the distance
oh, cos it was coming
the time to face up to your sins
oh and lover was it worth it?
to watch the light leaves my eyes
yeah sure, I'll be alright
Did you think the grass would be greener
that the white noise would clear
did you think it'd be easier
what'd she whisper in your ear?
did she tell you that'd she'd do
all the things I couldn't do?
all the things I, I, I
Was it worth it?
when her claws were under your skin
oh and lover could you hear it?
my breaking heart off in the distance
oh, cos it was coming
the time to face up to your sins
oh and lover was it worth it?
to watch the light leaves my eyes
yeah sure, I'll be alright
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Vox/Guitar- Sidney Flanigan
Bass-Corey Wilde
Drums- Spencer Eck
Lead Guitar- Jeff Colson
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