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Growing Pains

by Starjuice

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1.
The temperature is rising and the spring is coming soon I spent all the cold reflecting all the things that make me blue Like how I’ve got a habit of wishing I was someone else Well sometimes it’s just easier than trying to be yourself Will they find me out? Will they find me out? They’ll see it in my eyes The fear and self doubt And they’ll cry fake and they’ll call me out on Being no one but myself Someone who doesn’t think that they deserve Anything they’ve ever earned Maintain the cool exterior Don’t let them see you break And I am making it by faking it Seeing how much I can take Though I might feel like a fraud It’s this challenge that I crave Pushing my own limits to see what I can create Please twist my arm I want the fucking stars Go on and spread me thin Cos I am here for it And they’ll cry fake and they’ll call me out on Being no one but myself Someone who doesn’t think that they deserve Anything they’ve ever earned Who do you, who you, who do you think you are to me? Who do you, who you, who do you think you are to me? Who do you, who you, who do you think you are to me?
2.
Empty Sheets 02:18
If I could find a way a way to make you stay I'd be in your arms today but there's no magic words only more ways to hurt and I'm tired of being strong for so long Tangled up in my sheets oh man of my dreams I'd hate to see you leave But you've got wandering You've got things to be That don't include me Still I dream
3.
Wearing me, you're wearing me out Tearing me, you're tearing me down No sound, just fire in my mouth as I try to wash this taste out I will not, no more will I beg for you I've got, I've got better things to do than waste time, I could be using to to be the baddest bitch in the room Wearing me, you're wearing me out Tearing me, you're tearing me down No sound, just fire in my mouth as I try to wash this taste out
4.
fastpunksong 01:45
You think you've got me! You think you've got me! Under your thumb I know you want me! I know you want me! I know you want me! So Quit playing dumb You think you've got me! You think you've got me! You think you've got me! Under your thumb I know you want me! I know you want me! I know you want me! So Quit playing dumb
5.
11/11 03:01
Don't you, don't you remember all those times back in November when we thought we were where we belonged Oh I, Oh I remember we thought this would last forever but I guess we were so wrong Oh I, Oh how I cried over you back in July when you said you just didn't feel a thing Oh I, Oh how I died every time I opened my eyes and I remembered why they sting And I try to get on by open the blinds let in a little bit of light And I'll find my shine when I've cleaned out all your lies And I don't, don't actually remember all those times back in November cos we were always so fucking drunk what I do, what I do remember come around to next September you were asking me where we went wrong Don't you, Don't you remember All those times back in November You were making a fool out of me Oh I, Oh I remember We thought this would last forever but I don't think you ever planned on trying Oh we were fighting that's why I was crying on Saturday night Oh we were fighting No more crying on Saturday night
6.
What you see is what you get that's what I thought when we first met now your colors are running true I've never seen this side of you Don't even look at me Don't even look at me It's getting hard to breathe Don't even look at me And now love it turns to hate And back to love, oh constant change Now these streets don't feel the same But my hearts still filled with rage Don't even look at me Don't even look at me It's getting hard to breathe Don't even look at me Want to forgive but can't forget All the hurtful things that you said Want to forgive but can't forget All the hurtful things that you said All the things that you said and Don't look at me
7.
Spare Keys 02:59
No one ever said that things would be easy I thought that I could catch a break from sorting through all my feelings they all say it happens for a reason but I'm impatient I don't wanna wait on time to heal just give me something better to feel Killin' the days and fillin' time runnin' outta ways to distract my mind I've got fears of abandonment they're in my ears about why you left but I'm trying my best I just can't seem to let you go I can't see the end of the road and truth be told I know how the old saying goes if you love something let it go and I hate that it is not my strong suit but I'll do it, I'll do it for you but if you must know I'll be fine on my own I can walk this fine ass out the door I still got tv shows got friends with hearts of gold I've got a killer band hell I've got contraband I've got so many things but you are always welcome home but you are fine on your own and I am find on my own I will keep trying till I know I am fine on my own
8.
When I was 15 I never thought things through I picked up a bottle and I didn’t have a clue How fast my innocence would run me blue Or just how many miles I would walk in these shoes I had teenage beliefs of which I was so proud I’d sing them in the streets and I’d sing them loud But I never thought I’d feel alone in the crowd Present self-reflection has got me down Can someone tell me is this growing up? All these knots in my chest, are they making me tough? Cos I already feel like I’ve had it pretty rough I’ve been choking on this pain and I wanna cough it up We both started drinking, it was whirlwind and flash I recall you saying, you’re living in the past Pulled the thorn from my pride and we started to crash When you lose yourself how do you ever come back Then the ink from my pen it started to pour out Regardless of insecurity and self-doubt Cos there’s only one thing to save a wretch like me It’s the music in my heart, so I listened for the best I’m pretty sure that this is growing up All these painful memories, they made me pretty tough And I already feel like I am more than enough Better watch out now cos I am coming up Better watch out now cos I am coming up Better watch out now cos I am coming up
9.
Old Letters 02:12
Hey lover you should come over think there's something something I should of told ya Hey, wait Hey lover, don't give me the cold shoulder do you think you could love me when you're older? Hey, wait! and I should of called, should of called oh its all my fault and now I know, now I know the fault was my own
10.
Resilience 04:52
Did you think the grass would be greener that the white noise would clear did you think it'd be easier what'd she whisper in your ear? did she tell you that'd she'd do all the things I couldn't do? Well I know that I can do them better Said I wanted inspiration but I didn't mean like this I've already got too many traumas I need to process and resilience my god its such an awful word its just a pretty way of sayin that I've been burned Was it worth it? when her claws were under your skin oh and lover could you hear it? my breaking heart off in the distance oh, cos it was coming the time to face up to your sins oh and lover was it worth it? to watch the light leaves my eyes yeah sure, I'll be alright Do you think about me still? as the hours go around cos I think about you still you've got me crying all over town I wish that I could shake this say good riddance and move on but you're still stuck in my head like an old familiar song and resilience my god its such an awful word its just a pretty way of saying that I've been burned Was it worth it? when her claws were under your skin oh and lover could you hear it? my breaking heart off in the distance oh, cos it was coming the time to face up to your sins oh and lover was it worth it? to watch the light leaves my eyes yeah sure, I'll be alright Did you think the grass would be greener that the white noise would clear did you think it'd be easier what'd she whisper in your ear? did she tell you that'd she'd do all the things I couldn't do? all the things I, I, I Was it worth it? when her claws were under your skin oh and lover could you hear it? my breaking heart off in the distance oh, cos it was coming the time to face up to your sins oh and lover was it worth it? to watch the light leaves my eyes yeah sure, I'll be alright

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Starjuice's Debut LP

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released February 12, 2022

Vocals/Rhythm Guitar/Lyrics- Sidney Flanigan
Lead Guitar- Jake Maurer
Drums- Spencer Eck
Bass- Corey Wilde

Recorded at Watchmen Studios
Album Art: Chloe Corcoran

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Vox/Guitar- Sidney Flanigan

Bass-Corey Wilde

Drums- Spencer Eck

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